Entries for July, 2004
July 1st, 2004Posted by inna at 04:46 AM
A while ago, I finally went to the country club again to train for kickboxing. It felt good to feel sweat on my skin after weeks of school with no play. I can’t explain how I feel right now, actually. I guess it feels good being able to release all my fears, anxieties, and anger into the helpless punching bag. It felt awesome envisioning my coach as someone I’m irritated with right now.
My coach said I’m losing weight, which I must say, is music to my ears. Both my coach and my mom said that my punches and kicks were at their best this time around. My mom said it was because I was well rested. But deep inside, I knew the real reason behind it. I just wanted a form of release, which I thankfully got. Now, I think I know how I feel. I feel CALM. This is an improvement, if I might say, because these past few days were filled with restlessness and twists and turns on the bed. Haay. I’m tired. But again, I don’t regret going training today, because this experience is so worth it.
Currently listening to: angels brought me here--guy sebastian
Currently feeling: calm
Posted by inna at 08:28 AM
**gagayahin ko lang po si lap..
0- julz-- i feel like bonding with you right now.
1- ate mb-- miss you!! hhhuuuuuggg!!
2- mars-- *kapit sa shoulder* kulitan tyo!
3- ivanna-- congrats on passing dt! hope you can come tom!
4- cheska-- if you need to talk, im here. apir.
5- kaye-- thanks for the support. i luv yah.
6- ton-- i miss being your seatmate!
7- karen-- we need another bonding-movie-marathon session!
8- lap-- im excited to see you tom! *note: brb.. hahaha!
9- aset-- thanks din sa support.. it means a lot, chong..
10- tippy-- im so thankful youre my friend! Ü
11- tala-- miss na kita! bond tayo!
12- desto-- i dont see you anymore these days.. drop by naman..
13- nessa-- i miss you!!!!!!! 'nuff said.
14- aggie-- malapit na uaap! go ateneo!
16- gebs-- i miss you..
guys, sana madaming makapunta tomorrow! see you!
Currently listening to: maybe--N.E.R.D.
Currently feeling: better. and excited.
Posted by inna at 01:06 AM
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Currently listening to: you're the only one--maria mena
Posted by inna at 10:00 AM as a favorite post
i just came from the mall with some of my friends. with "some" i mean tippy, tala, cheska, lap, basilio, then later, with achay. it was a great day for me, considering i'm under all this pressure lately.
so we watched spiderman 2. it was great!! i mean totally better than the first one! no doubt! more exciting and all. lap and i find james franco totally hot. he's the guy who plays harry by the way. you really got to check out this movie. it rocks. and i must say, "benta" sakin yung mga jokes.
there was this one part, when mary jane and peter were kissing, the couple behind us started making out too! gross! talk about public display of affection.. then when i saw them, i laughed out really really loud that the couple stopped a while after. dapat lang. hehe.
after the movie, we as usual got a studio pic. then, we window shopped for a while, then after, lap went home, then achay, then me. so there, an afternoon i truly enjoyed.
back to work at st francis again tomorrow. then training. blah. but hey, i'll see most of my batchmates so it's not so bad. Ü
Currently listening to: dora the explorer theme
Posted by inna at 07:46 AM as a favorite post
I can say as early as now, 3:15 pm, that today is a rreeeaaalllyyy long day. Whooh.
I woke up at 6 am.. I was even feeling a little sick, which I still am until now.. but then I got ready and headed to st. francis for my parish involvement. Luckily, I was not the first to arrive. My classmates mandee and jillian were already there. So when people started arriving, we continued doing our parish work.. we couldn’t believe that time goes by soooooooooo slow. Yup, slow. We were cleaning the candles thing, which felt like eternity already, and when we took a glance at the clock, we saw that it was only 8 am!! Even the last five minutes of the parish work felt like forever. See, our goal was to reach till 10 am.. thankfully, we did. Ü
After parish, most of my batchmates decided to go to shang as usual. And me, being the girl who has a really hectic schedule, couldn’t come. I had training for kickboxing. But it turned out pretty ok.
If that didn’t seem tiring enough, we still went to power plant after to wall climb!! Darn, doing this after training could really hurt you physically. I am now drained of all energy.
We were heading to lunch after at Tokyo Tokyo, when I received a message from lia. She was asking if I was anna cansana. I said yes, and asked why she was asking. Then she told me the good news: I passed SAM!! Thank the Lord!!
I now realize that I am a very blessed person. Through this experience, I’ve seen how much my friends truly care for me. Now I know that they’re here to support me every step of the way.
To my friends: I love you guys! Ü mushy, but true.
By the way, at about 4:30 pm, we’re going to go to galleria to watch spiderman 2. again. But this time with my family. Haay. Ultimo bonding time! Ciao!
Currently listening to: may it be--enya
Posted by inna at 09:29 AM
as of now, i only have three major crushes.. celebrities, mind you..
okay.. so they are:
1. CHAD MICHAEL MURRAY (freaky friday, lone ranger, a cinderella story)
2. CHRISTOPHER JOHN ALANDY-DY TIU (the basketball player)
3. JAMES FRANCO (harry osbourne of spiderman)
haay.. don't you ever get the feeling it's just unfair your crushes are celebrities, because at the back of your mind, you know, that a lot of girls are also drooling over the guy??
i mean, i've been crushing on chad ever since his dawson's creek days.. chris tiu ever since he was in high school, and james franco ever since the first spiderman movie.. well, actually, he was not my crush back then, but i found him really cute.. waaaay cuter than toby.. hehe..
pathetic topic, i know.. but hey, it's true!
Currently listening to: spiderman theme
Currently feeling: robbed
Posted by inna at 09:19 AM
i hate wednesdays! today, we had seven subjects! seven friggin subjects!! english, filipino, biology, music, math, history, and statistics! wala man lang double period!! same as during friday, we also have seven subjects! no double period!
im sooooo tired! how do the teachers expect all the information to register in our brains if they're going on at it so much all in one day??? grabe! and we had four quizzes pa today! in english, filipino, history and statistics.. i think i even got a five over twenty in history.. ang bilis kase ni sir macky magturo eh.. buti na lang ms. lau, i mean mrs. ramirez is coming back tomorrow na from her honeymoon! yikee! hahaha.. wala lang.. i miss her na!
im having a hard time pa in math.. i'm just in a constant war with numbers.. haay.. ayoko na!
i even feel that tuesday pa lang today coz we still have three more days to go in this week! we have classes kase on saturday eh!
Currently listening to: by the way--red hot chili peppers
Currently feeling: tired
Posted by inna at 08:20 AM
i dont wanna go to school on saturday.. im sooooooooooo tired already.. ayoko na, ayoko na, ayoko na!
buried in homework today!! i dont know how im gonna manage, we have a quiz in math tomorrow, and im really having a tough time. to think i got a five over fifteen in two consecutive quizzes! i want my mommy! :c
Currently listening to: spiderman--michael buble
Currently feeling: like crying. worried.
Posted by inna at 09:25 AM
darn, i DO hate surprises.
so first today, biology.. we studied the parts of the microscope and stuff. blah. then filipino came, where we discussed this poem and then later a fire drill. fun. although the freshmen were really slow. all the while we sophies were taking it seriously, and they were just walking as if they were strolling in the mall. they wouldnt even let us pass.. ggrrrr.. i just dont like their batch.
anyway, then came recess. i could see kaye nervous and all because she was to audition for the st.paul play after recess. next subject was math. now here's the unexpected part:
someone knocked on the door.
it was bernice cruz.. she said, "miss can we please speak to anna cansana?"
so then i went out. i asked bern what she needed.
SHE SAID I HAD TO AUDITION FOR THE ST.PAUL PLAY ALSO!!
damn! i was totally not prepared! noble, miki, kaye and the others were given letters the day before to inform them to prepare a piece for the audition. see, only a few were chosen.
going back to the story, i had to go down right away, coz the auditions were about to start. so i was panicking and all because i was the only one who was unprepared. the letter that was supposed to be given to me was given to my cousin, patricia cansana. aaarrrgghh!
when we got to the venue, i saw only a few people were there. about 18 students to audition. mostly sammers. i was panicking and all nervous.. i told ms. salgado i wasnt given a letter and was not prepared. she apologized, but still urged me to audition. she didnt allow me to pass for now.
then, when we were to start with a prayer already coz ate criselda was there na. ate maita led the prayer.. she said, "Lord, please help us do well in our auditions.......and also help those who were informed only now (then looked eyeingly on me), that they may do well also.." i was touched, because in one way or another, i saw her concern..
so the auditions went on, and i was the 8th auditionee. ate maita and ate mon's auditions were really good. especially when mon narrated plus acted the lyrics to the song, "buttercup".. funny, but amazing. she even cried at the end.
when it was my turn, i just read a part from the script ate barbie had. i did the excerpt with kaye's help. thanks kaye! at the end, it turned out pretty ok.. Ü
only two were picked per batch.. in our batch, it was kaye and miki.
i was not informed, but AT LEAST I WAS CHOSEN TO AUDITION and was able to do something at the spur of the moment. even though i didnt pass the audition, this alone is consolation enough.
Currently listening to: if i aint got you--alicia keys
Currently feeling: successful in a way
Posted by inna at 04:11 PM
whooh. this weekend seemed to go by in just a blink of an eye. im still uber tired. not well rested at all.
so we had saturday classes, preventing me from watching the uaap opening.. we had our costume party in sam.. it was fun. oh joy. then when school was over, i rested for a while at home then we watched the movie, "the prince and me".. it was nice. really sweet. the guy was sooooooooooo hot. i think even my mom was drooling.
then comes today, i mean yesterday (considering it's already midnight), was the ateneo-lasalle game! whooh! it was a blast! watching ateneo trail from lasalle from 1st to third quarter killed me, but seeing when ateneo took the lead in the fourth quarter just revived my spirits.
imagine, lasalle even lead to the extent of 15 points, but ateneo still won! one big fight! we believe! today marked history, when lasalle lost their first game at the start of the season in sixteen yrs..
chris even shot two points! he had a fair playing time, which was nice. but the rest of his shooting attempts were denied. awwww.. but 2 pts aint bad, mind you..
by the way, chris tiu has a commercial already!! haha! he's endorsing master (sikreto ng mga GWAPO!!!)!! the commercial's sooooooooooo cute! it's really funny! especially at the end! you guys gotta see it.. he looks so young.. kuya said he just looks like a twelve year old there.. hmmm.. decide for yourself.. Ü
Currently listening to: hands to heaven--christian bautista (haha!)
Currently feeling: victorious. one big fight
Posted by inna at 08:57 AM
haha! i love fire drills.. so far, we already had 3.. hehe.. one during filipino time which was uber fun.. the type that everyone expects it, even ms.rivera.. then when it was finally it, first bell pa lang, our class came running out with mouths wide open with hands in the air pa! hahahaha! the best..
next, was during P.E., yesterday, we were dancing the "japanese parasol" dance, with matching umbrellas and all, then suddenly fire drill! so fun! we had shade! thanks to our umbrellas! coz it was hot!! hehe..
the latest was today, during journalism.. eh our class is really alert especially when it comes to drills.. when we heard the bell, we all said, "fire drill!".. the thing was, sir didnt want to believe us! he was like "let me check outside first.." then he saw people were running.. tuloy, he got pushed and bumped by lotsa students when we finally ran out.. haha!
wala lang.. oh joy..
Currently listening to: the show--south border (hahaha)
Currently feeling: alert
Posted by inna at 08:12 AM
darn it! tomorrow, we have got seven subjects.. and out of those seven subjects, we have six friggin quizzes!!! in english, history, bio, stat, math and health.. in filipino naman, where we dont have a quiz, i have to fill in for denden, acting as aurora quezon (main character) in our "role play".. haay.. sagabal.. got to stay up late again!!
anyway, kanina, we had our first official meeting in clubs.. yung tipong we have activities na.. anyway, the activity was entitled "ihirit mo" i think.. my groupmates were basco, luanne, and anna. each group was given a piece of paper that contains famous lines from movies.. each member has to choose one line each, then make a skit out of it.. each member can only say the line she chose.. haha.. then each group were given props they have to work with and improvise with.. we were given a plastic bag, a laminated class number, and a bunch of mechanical lead..
i really liked our presentation.. benta sa audience.. the lines we got were:
basco- i have a bad feeling about this..
luanne- good morning! and in case i dont see you, good afternoon, good evening and good night..
anna- i see dead people..
me- dude, where's my car?
haha, kasi the story went like this.. me and basco are sisters, then our mom (luanne) told us to go to the grocery (with the plastic).. then when we were there, luanne was now the cashier person and was like, "good morning........"
when we were done buying, i went out and i said, "dude, where's my car?"
basco replied, "i have a bad feeling about this.."
then i was "panicking" daw.. then later, anna (supposed to be the ghost) passed by the front, faced the audience and said, "i see dead people", then acted as if SHE was the one who stole the car!!
hahaha! wala lang.. astig kasi yung punchline eh.. whooh. i hope club time's gonna be this fun always!
Currently listening to: wouldnt it be nice
Currently feeling: happy/tired
Posted by inna at 01:01 PM
bullcrap. i was so excited a while ago to reach home. it's finally the weekend of course.. after an intense week, there's nothing better but to catch up on lost sleep, considering we had saturday classes the other week. whooh.
anyway, when we did reach home, me and my sister found out that it was brown-out! taLk about BAD timing! i was so excited to finally lie down on my bed, when bam! all those fantasies down the drain! but luckily, it didnt last that long. just about an hour i think.
anyway, a few minutes later, my mom, my dad and i ate dinner out. my sister was with my cousins at that time, and kuya's gonna spend the night in school..
then right now, my mom and dad are at a martin nievera concert, im here blogging, and my sister fell asleep at the table, coz she cried a while ago since she didnt want my parents to go to the concert. haha.
on the brighter side of things, im so glad we took the quizzes a while ago.. we dont have to worry bout them for next week. done with math, history, stat, english, and health. woohoo!
but still, back to the bad side, we got tons of projects due next week.. this sucks. projects and homeworks for next week filled two pages of my diary! aaarrrrggghhh!
Currently listening to: rain rain, go away
Currently feeling: blah
Posted by inna at 08:32 AM
1. crap. i hate deadlines.
2. i hope admu wins today's game
3. christian luanzon is cute.
4. but chris tiu is cuter.
5. im home alone.
6. im too lazy to start on my projects.
7. i wanna go out!
8. i wanna go shopping!
9. i miss summer break.
10. im out of things to say. this is a pathetic entry.
Currently listening to: all i want for christmas
Currently feeling: pathetic
Posted by inna at 12:25 PM
well, at least there's a bright side to today. ironic nga eh, ive got lotsa things to do, but im soooooooo bored! hail princess lazy!
aaarrrrgggghh! i cant believe im home on a saturday night! im usually watching a movie at this time.. im soooooo.. i cant think of the word.. grrrr.. forget it na nga! oh ass!
labo talaga.. i cant explain how i feel!
oh bingo! ayun, stressed! i just wanna rest, but unfortunately, ive got too much on my mind which hinders me therefore to get peaceful sleeping and rest time!! aaaaahhhhh!! hectic!
oh! i just remembered a funny moment! in english the other day, we had a new lesson. our teacher was making us guess our new lesson.. she said the first word was "comma".. we just needed to find out the second word which started with a letter S.. so people were shouting out their guesses like, "comma split?" , "comma space?", "comma series?"... then out of the blue, elo shouted, "comma sutra?" hahahahaha! grabe laugh trip! sharing lang. Ü
Currently listening to: everybody's changing--keane
Currently feeling: stressed
Posted by inna at 09:22 AM
haha! our group song for the song fest was chosen for our class to present.. yey! it's title is "hay nako".. haha.. at first we couldnt even believe we won, coz it was all pre-schoolish and weird.. but thankfully we did.. ÜÜ
i hope we win!! kahit third or second place, it's fine with me.. oh how i wish..
Currently listening to: hay nako-"the pretty group" haha!
Currently feeling: okay
Posted by inna at 10:39 AM as a favorite post
today, we did an activity called mimes. so we gotta present a scenario in school, without any use of words. my group, presented the scenario when a student gets left behind by her bus. the core has to guess the scenario we're acting out. if they couldnt guess it, the group receives a low grade.
at the start of the presentation, we need to introduce ourselves. funny thing was, minnie was like, "hi, im minnie, yung naiwanan ng bus.." then we were like, they're supposed to guess the scene nga eh! wala lang, laugh trip.. our group was composed of basco (joy!), minnie, mia, another fourth year, and of course, me! haha.
btw, earlier this morning, we welcomed the japanese students.. they were cute. they even sang and all. their teacher even gave st.paul a gift. he said,"as a token of our appreciation, we would like to present you with this japanese dog.." we were like, "ano daw? dog?!" but when sister opened the gift, it was a doll! hahahaha! doll pala! japanese people really have a weird accent! di tuloy maintindihan.
aie! ateneo won the game against UE a while ago! yey! they led by 24 points. bugia was the best player. chris scored some shots. joy.
tapos at school nga pala, there was another fire drill, which left me shaking. dunno why. weird.
Currently listening to: bakit nga ba--the mongols
Posted by inna at 10:39 AM
Darn, I’m dead tired. Yup, I sure am. If you’re a batchmate or classmate of mine, wont you agree it’s too much?? I mean seriously, almost every friggin subject has a project we have to pass. Something like, more than nine out of the twelve subjects. It’s too much. Considering the exams are on the week after the next just simply adds to the pressure. Who’s stressed out? *raises hand* I am.
I can’t wait until the exams are over. Then I could focus on some of the more enjoyable things in life. With this, I’m referring to UAAP of course! Oh joy!
On august 8, Ateneo’s going to have a game against FEU. A game like that is equally exciting as a game against Ateneo-La Salle. Actually, any game with Ateneo in it is fine with me. As long as Chris plays, I’m good. No, I’m not just good, I’m great. A while ago, I even found out that Crystal also has a crush on Chris Tiu! Like me, we’ve been crushing on Chris since he was in fourth year HS! Haha.
Darn, sorry for the uber pathetic entry. Just really cant think straight. I dont even know if i'm gonna attend parish involvement tomorrow. Everything’s just so messed up. Shoots.
Currently listening to: ocean avenue--yellow card
Currently feeling: numb
Posted by inna at 11:05 AM
ei, i wont be updating my journal starting tomorrow until maybe on august 5.. if you noticed, lately, i havent really been that active in blogging.. too busy eh! then exams pa are coming up! so bye for now, got to concentrate! muah!
Currently listening to: astro--radioactive sago project
Currently feeling: serious
Posted by inna at 11:27 AM
But I cant help it!! I haven’t even started studying, but this really is an important event!
Ateneo won against Adamson! That was a hard victory to pull, but they did it! I’m so happy, proud, and all excited for them.. Coz now I know that no matter how hard the competition is, and even with an eagle down, they’ll try their best no matter what!
Nice nga kinina eh, support for Larry was amazing! A lot of the supporters had shirts with the number 14 on it.. every team member also had a small circle patch with Larry’s number.. Whenever macky shoots, he even makes the sign of the letter L.. Larry’s mom was even crying at the end of the game.. It was sooo touching talaga, what they do and did for Larry.. unbelievable.. Honestly, at the start, I was like, “talo na Ateneo.. wala na ‘to..” but they proved me wrong, an eagle really DOES fly high! Ü
One big fight! I believe!
Currently listening to: greenwich jingle--rivermaya
Currently feeling: happy
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