Entries for May, 2006
May 3rd, 2006Posted by inna at 06:06 AM
Gela: Ate, I have an insect bite on my face! It's been bothering me since last night!!
Inna: Well don't get mad at me, get mad at the mosquito.
Gela: I can't find it!!
HAHAHA. I love my sister.
Currently listening to: Homesick--Kings of Convenience
Currently feeling: discontent
Posted by inna at 05:07 PM
It's finally out in the open. That was a relief.
Hopefully now that I was able to release all my inhibitions, I can get over the feeling. That way, things will be like they were before. Not like anything's changed already.
I'm just afraid of that. Change. I like things the way they are.
Thank you for understanding. :D
Currently feeling: relieved
May 8th, 2006Posted by inna at 02:19 PM
Of what? Lotsa things.
I'm afraid of filling out my UP application form. I got it a while ago, and it finally hit me. This is it. This school year will be my last year in high school. There are going to be a lot of lasts this time around. Last year in St. Paul, last first day of school, last classroom...the list goes on. I realized that I should'nt waste my time. Time waits for no one.
I'm afraid of the future. I've never been a fan of growing up. I like living in the present, because you can be in control. The future brings uncertainty, and that scares me.
I'm afraid of not satisfying my expectations. I'm a dreamer. I have high expectations and when I don't get what I want, I lose hope. I lose faith in myself, I get disappointed, then I become really pessimistic.
I'm afraid of taking risks. I don't want to get hurt. That's pretty much it.
But once I think about it, if I keep on being afraid, will I ever appreciate the beauty of life? I can't expect everything to turn out the way I want it to. Life in general is imperfection at its best. I have to learn to accept that.
Everyone's afraid. It's just up to me to do something about it.
If I get hurt along the way, then it's probably worth it.
Currently listening to: Follow through--Gavin DeGraw
Currently feeling: nervous
Posted by inna at 07:31 AM
Oo na, ngayon ko lang napanood. Can anyone say loser? HAHA
"Why be capable of feeling if we're not to have them? Why long for things if they're not meant to be ours?"
Whoa. It's actually raining??
Currently feeling: contemplative
May 11th, 2006Posted by inna at 03:13 AM
Heat exhaustion, condition caused by overexposure to sunlight or another heat source and resulting in dehydration and salt depletion, also known as heat prostration. The symptoms are severe headaches, weakness, dizziness, blurred vision, and sometimes unconsciousness.
So that's why my head hurts every after training.
Why do we have to stay under the sun for more than two hours straight? Ang daya naman oh. Can't we stay in the shaded part? My mom actually calls me NEGRA now. Pfft. (Shit, ang arte ko)
Shoot, my head is throbbing again. Argh.
CHRIS GOT BOOTED OFF AMERICAN IDOL. HE WAS MY VOTE.
=(( WRONG MOVE, AMERICA. WRONG MOVE.
Fine then. Let's go Elliot! =)
Currently listening to: Invisible War--Sitti
Currently feeling: pain
Posted by inna at 04:06 AM
This is weird. I didn't turn on the fan, but it still doesn't feel hot. I guess it's that time of the year already. *sigh* Malapit na nga matapos yung summer. Pffft.
Today is a Saturday. I woke up at 6 am. I took a shower, I put on my soccer clothes, I ate breakfast, I brushed my teeth, I applied sunblock, then I left for Ateneo.
When I got there, I saw D'nita and she told me, "Inna, wala daw training today"
So I got back in the car and went home. I actually didn't care.
It's only when I got home I realized that that was a waste of a lot of things. Sayang yung tulog ko, sayang yung soccer clothes, sayang yung sunblock, sayang yung gas.
It's now 12:09 pm, and now I realize, WOW. Ang arte ko talaga. When will I stop complaining? Do I even have the right to complain?
A lot of people are in worse situations that I am, but they still have the heart to accept what they have at the moment. I, on the other hand, complain about the simplest things. Things that I don't even have to think about.
I should really learn how to be thankful. I should be thankful because I can use this day to rest. I should be thankful since we don't have to train while it's raining, because we might get sick. I should be thankful because I don't have to dread getting darker again, or getting bruised. God is so amazing, there's a bright side to everything.
Ang galing ah. Thank You, God. =)
Inna: You ate all the Chips Ahoy cookies??
Gela: Uhh. Yeah. Hehe.
Inna (jokingly): Fine. Since you finished the box AGAIN, I won't give you any Chuckie ah?
Gela: Ate, if you love Chuckie, YOU WILL SHARE HIM.
Inna: :|
Currently feeling: content
May 16th, 2006Posted by inna at 10:15 AM
*Watching Beauty and the Geek*
Inna: Ags, sali ka dun oh. Pwedeng pwede ka dun.
Ags: Ah ganun? Eh ikaw hindi ka pwedeng sumali.
Inna: :|
"Sinubukan kong magpaganda ng katawan. Yung katawan ko umayaw eh" -- Epi Quizon
HAHAHA!
anna ignacio (5/15/2006 1:50:52 AM): IKAW, PAULINIAN.. INADD NIYA.
anna ignacio (5/15/2006 1:51:01 AM): AKO, KNOLLER AKO.. KNOLLER!! ALAM MO YUN.
anna ignacio (5/15/2006 1:51:07 AM): KNOLLER AKO. DI AKO INADD
anna ignacio (5/15/2006 1:51:12 AM): DI AKO GALIT.
anna ignacio (5/15/2006 1:56:46 AM): WHOT?
=)) =)) =))
"READY TO SHOT!!!" -- Coach Jeff
markaholic_13 (5/15/2006 1:28:11 AM): hindi ako nadadaan sa mga pasalubong..i'm not a toy
=))
anna ignacio (5/15/2006 1:30:32 AM): siguro negro yung shawn michaels na yan.. baka pinsan ni cassie
LAGOT KA ANNA! =))
Currently feeling: bored
May 29th, 2006Posted by inna at 11:34 AM
LRT-Gateway-MRT-Shang-Jeep
That was my first jeepney ride ever. It was my third MRT ride, if I'm not mistaken ...And about my fifth LRT ride. It's not much, but I'm proud of myself. I survived! =)
...Pero pinagtawanan pa ako nina Julian at BA kasi mukha raw natatakot ako. Eh totoo naman kasi eh. Haha.
- Malay ko bang may scene pa pagkatapos ng credits sa latest Xmen movie
- Malay ko bang hinihiwalay ang babae at lalaki sa MRT
- ...Higit sa lahat, malay ko bang pinapasa yung bayad sa jeep. Hindi ko talaga alam. Nagmukha tuloy akong tanga kasi ayoko pang i-abot yung pera :|
Hahaha, pero okey lang. I enjoyed this day 
Substitution during a game:
Coach Joel to a player : "Halika, palitan mo nga yung bading!"
=))
Oh yeah, I'm back from Palawan and Hong Kong. Duh. Haha.
IT FEELS REALLY GOOD TO BE HOME 
Currently feeling: proud
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